Well you see.. I can't sleep... So what do I do? Start blogging...
Well I have a lot of things that upset me... It is kinda bad.
Mostly I upset myself.
You know how people say that you are your own worst critic?
Well I think that that phrase is really drastic with this girl right here. I except nothing short of perfect from myself and this week has been rough. I have let myself down way too many times. And I put myself down way too much. I am a bully to myself. That isn't healthy.
I don't know how to handle it.. When I fail myself... My body just shuts down and I just cry. I don't know what else to do. I don't know how to change it and make things better. And I don't really feel like I have anyone to turn to. I try to just brush it off and tell myself it is all okay, but then just one more things adds on and makes it way too hard.
Excuse my rant... It has been a ROUGH week. Hopefully things will look up from here?
My goal: give myself atleast 2 compliments a day... We will start here...
-Jordyn
oh.. and when your boyfriend... well ex boyfriend thinks it is okay to take another girl that he has a slight crush on to prom. Yeah... Upest.
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