Wednesday, March 23, 2011

day 18:: At First...

At first...

We were just friends. Not only friends... But BEST friends. He was a silly kid. Everyone thought so.

At first.. we dated... And we didn't work out.

At first... we decided we were better at just being each others best friends.

At first... I thought that was going to be the end of our romantic lives.

But.. at first... I was wrong

We ended up getting back together and I fell in love. He was great. We were together for 7 months. But then something happened. I don't really know how to explain it. It's not like I lost feelings for him. I do still love him but I needed time to find out things for myself. And I think he understood. He may not like it... But he understood. And he needs to learn to make decisions for himself and grow up a little before we decide to be way too serious. Well.... That is life today...

At first... I thought I was perfectly fine with my decision... but now... I am hurting more then I thought I would.

-Jordyn

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