Take my advice...

Too much baggage?! Ha wow... K?!

Truth is.. I am just too good for you. You do nothing but put people down and make them feel like crap but then you get face to face with them and act like they are your best friend. Two faced much!?

Take my advice and look in the mirror then tell me who has too much baggage!

Sorry I have a past.. I can't change that.. Nor do I want to. It put me where I am today:)

asalways:) Jordyn

just believe...

asalways:) Jordyn

Merry Christmas To All...

It has been a fantastic day thus far! I am so blessed to have all the people in my life that I do.

We are so blessed in my family to receive all that we have. I got so many new clothes and jewelry and everything else! I couldn't have asked for a better Christmas!

I realized this year though... That I was way more excited to give all the presents that I bought instead of get the ones given to me. I like feeling accomplished and I definitely felt that this year! MW3 for 5 bucks?! Heck yes!!

Ohhhh and that one thing.. May or may not be happening. I am really happy yet so confused at the same time!! Advice?! My sister wasn't much help last night! Ha

Well I just wanted to say Merry Christmas to the Blogging world! I hope your Christmas was just as fantastic as mine was!!

Now... Where is the snow!?... and a boy to keep me warm... HMMMM

 asalways, Jordyn

life.

Sometimes... I wonder.. What am I doing with my life. I love where I am at... I think I am in a good position. I just wish I had someone to share it with. I can't help but feeling really lonely lately.

Ever since I got in my car accident..Yes I am fine.. I have found that not many people talk to me anymore. It makes me really heart broken and make my trust issues even worse.

Were they only using me for my car and to get around?

Well forget them then. After having lunch with my dear friend Nate today. I realized who my true friends are and who I really care about.

On another note... I really miss him!!! Ugh.. And I don't know if I can go to his graduation now.. Fingers Crossed. I really hope that it works out. It will be a much needed vacation. And I will be going with my Sister/Best friend. She plays both roles :) ever since I moved out we haven't been hanging out as much :( So we have a lot of catching up to do. Only 15 Days until I can actually see him and talk to him face to face. Not over a letter!! I can't even explain to you what him being gone has made me realize. I absolutely love him to death! He is one of the only people that knows everything about me and we are still the best of friends. I am really feeling like I need him right now! That is a fact of life! :/ I just don't know what to do about this certain situation... Should I pursue what I think I might want... Or should I keep a bond that is falling apart anyways. Ugh so confusing. Buuuttt I realized something. So this girl at work the other day(heaven forbid.. I might kill her. Real obnoxious she is) asks me..." So if he were to show up right now and ask you to marry him would you?!) my response... I don't really know.. I love him to death. That is no question. And I would love if things magically worked out with us.. But I don't know if it is meant to be. I just wish I was with who I was going to marry so I could stop going through all the capitol D-I-C-Ks coughcough BRADcough cough.. haha that is a story for a different time. 

Oh yeah... I moved out and live with Tiffany now. It is fantastic. I love the freedom I have here.. Yet still being with a family makes if feel more like a home. I love that my best friend is a 3 year old.. (tomorrow! Yikes!!) and I love talking to Tiff about anything and everything  because I know she is not going to judge me and she has been through a lot so she knows the best advice :) I am so Thankful for my relationship with her!

But dear Christmas time... You are supposed to have snow that comes along with your jolly spirit... I guess you forgot that this year... Along with a boy to cuddle up with during this frigid time... hmmm.. maybe sooner or later you will get it right :) hopefully sooner?






Sorry... I know lots of random things in there. I just have a lot on my mind tonight and have the slight urge to cry. Not so sure why. FML. I want someone to come play. Any takers?



xoxo-Jordynlynn

I wish everyone would realize this and get over petty issues :)

Well Well Well...

Look who is back on blogger. Ha It has been a minute.. Life has been pretty good here. Nothing too new happening. I got a new job working at Smiths in Saratoga Springs. I love it! Everyone is so nice there and I love working in the Bakery. My favorite part? I get to write on cakes!! haha. And I also work with my bestie Nicki. She is in the Service Deli so we don't technically work together together, but it is still a blast!

Other then that I have just been chilling with friends. I recently went to Skrillex. It was one of the funnest shows I have ever been too!! And on Saturday, I am going to Anberlin. I am so very excited for this. I am going with my dear friend Taylor. He is pretty cute. I will keep you updated on how things go with him :)



yes I did steal this off his facebook :)



In other news. My bestest friend Christian Dean Shupe...(I know I know... You have heard all about him in past posts... We are on good terms and back to just being best friends.) :) But he finished all his schooling!! I am so proud of him. He will be sent off to boot camp on Monday... October 10. And yes I have already cried about this. He is going to be an amazing part of the United States Marine Corps. I can't wait to see him when he gets back to see how much he has grown and changed. I will miss him so much but I know he is living one of his dreams. He has wanted to do this ever since I have known him!! Hopefully I will get the amazing opportunity in January to go out and see him graduate!! But everyone should write him lots of letters so he feels loved :) He has been an amazing part of my life and I am just so excited to see him accomplish his dreams! Luh you kid <3

My sister and I have also been getting a lot closer. She is such a strong girl and has been through so much! I am proud of were she has come in life. so far. I am really upset that she is moving though. I might cry a little. I love her so much and don't know what I would do with out that relationship :)

And that is basically the run down of my life!! OHHH and I gotta hold a baby kangaroo :) Jealous much?!

always, Jordyn Lynn

It has happened...

I am happy. I am so content with life right now. It has only taken what, 2 months from "the incident" to get here? Ha

There is a few people I want to thank that helped me get to this point.

Nickelett Sage Hutchinson. 

She is my brown girl. I love her dearly and she will always be my best friend. We have big plans in the month of September. We are moving in together ( pray we don't kill each other:))
I aspire to be like her one day. She has her head on her shoulders and knows her values and will stick by them no matter what. She is gorgeous and I envy her.

You can see how amazing she is here!


Christian Dean Shupe

As upset with him that I may be... If that makes any sense... He saved my life that day.. If he wouldn't have rushed on over... I might not be here... Now enjoying life today! He truly is a great kid. He just needs to figure things out.

Addie Alee Wimmer

Although we aren't super tizight anymore like we used to be. Which is life.. It happens right? She is still amazing and wouldn't judge a soul. She has a bright future ahead of her and I will miss her very much in fall.

Tiffany Miller

Lets be honest... She is my second mother. Knows everything about me and still loves me:) I am so thankful for all the opportunities she gives me and the adorable children of hers that I get the fantastic opportunity I get to watch them as often as I do!

My family!

They are my biggest supporters. They want nothing but happiness for me. Especially my parents. They are amazing and I don't know what I would do without them. I love them!

and last but not least...

My new friend Colby!!

He came at just the right time in my life. He is hilarious and I am so thankful for his friendship!!

K that's all.. I hope you are all just as content with life!!

Don't take it for granted... It might all end too soon.

always, Jordyn

I just don't get it...

Can anyone explain to me?!

When will people ever learn?

I have to watch all these people be in so much pain and go through all of this hurt.

I watch people put off life plans and their future and then complain about it later.

All for what? A half hour of fun?!

I said something that I may regret a little bit now to some people that are very close to me.. And to you I apologize.

I just hope that you are going to learn soon. I can't stand to see another person die. It took too big of a toll on me and it can't happen again.

I've cried too much. And gone through too much pain..

Promises don't really mean anything anymore..

I am glad that I still have the people that stick by me and that I can trust.  To you... I am truly grateful.

It's hard saying goodbye to people that you cared about for so long.. People that you never thought would let you done have... It is really upsetting. But I guess that is a part of life!

It's hard to watch the people that you love make all of these mistakes but.. they just have to learn. As much as it hurts for me to say good bye to them and just let them be.. maybe that is what it is going to take.

I just need help letting go! :(
It's gonna be really hard for me to trust anyone anymore... 

always, Jordyn